It could never happened
Once I had seen you
I knew Life would never be the same
You were just standing there, awaiting the next train
I dared not speak to you
What would you think of me if I did
We boarded the train
You sat, staring into the distance
I stood, trying not to look in your direction
The train stopped
It was my stop
I would never see you again
But, it was your also stop, as I learned later
I walked to the building
Remembering the beauty I had seen for the first time
I stopped at the door and opened it
My heart skipped a beat
You were behind me, I held open the door for you
You walked inside going one way
And I walked another
I reached the sign up area
I noticed you there also
Would you remember me
Should I speak to you
I left for the meeting room
You were right behind me
I walked slower
Until you were beside me
I wanted to speak to you
I was too shy
As we neared the meeting room, I said "Hello"
Would you reply
Would you walk on
You said "Hello"
My heart skipped a beat again
What was I doing
I never did this before
Why was I doing it now
We walked together to the meeting room
We sat near each other
I didn't know what to say
I didn't know why I was feeling this way
Being near you was overwhelming
I should not be feeling this way
But, something was drawing me to you
After the meeting, we walked together to the lunch area
We found a table and sat together
We made small talk
At the afternoon meeting, we sat together again
I made a joke and you laughed
Your smile and laugh was so warming
You made me feel so comfortable
I felt you were enjoying our time together
After the meeting, we walked to the train together
We traded contact information
We could meet the next week
I would show you the work I was doing
I knew it was wrong
A feeling for you that should be forbidden
You filled something in my heart
Something which had been missing
Something that she could never fill
It was a place I wanted to go
But I knew it could never happen
For I am married, and knew we could never be
Now you know, and I hope you understand
That why It never Happened
Thursday, January 15, 2009
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VERY nice nethead!!
ReplyDeleteI like it - you have a gift for expressing the real human, but particularly male, experience. Well done.
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